Who Am I?
To most students and administrators at UNC, I don’t exist. You see I fall in that unique gap between having an identity as a student and an administrator. The common name is “student leader”. Over the past 3 years, administrators and my fellow students tended to view me as the guy responsible for basketball tickets. Although I do find myself sad when I look back on the times and memories, I am glad to be a regular student again, even if it is for merely a month.
This past Monday, I turned over my post as the Carolina Athletic Association President. Although I loved my job and my position, I can honestly admit the overwhelming pressure and stress involved with the job, particularly basketball games, led to a slight dulling of my Carolina fan hood.
When I reached Carolina in 2004, my love for the school and athletics was like no other. Every time I saw Marvin Williams, Sean May, Jiwad Williams, or even Damion Grant strolling the campus, my heart fluttered. For my first basketball game, an exhibition match versus Mt. Olive, I sat outside the Dean Dome for nearly 8 hours just so I could gloat about being the first person through the doors. This picture shows me in the lower left hand corner in the seats I excitedly grabbed. These were the best seats I would ever receive in my college career. My freshman year was also the last year I enjoyed the risers.
This year, I spent nearly 6 hours before every home game helping students get into the Dean Dome. I never saw a tip off, nor do I regret ever missing it. I loved every minute I spent on those Holy grounds, as nothing was as joyous to me as letting students in the Standby Line into the Dean Dome. I know the “regulars” by a first name basis, and they knew I would find some way to get them into the game. Looking back on it, I don’t think my joy for Carolina basketball didn’t dull, but rather I believe it transformed.
Unlike my freshman year, my joy in Carolina basketball became helping others enjoy the games and the legacy of our University. If you ever sit down and talk with me, I guarantee you that I will have a laptop out in 5 minutes showing you my favorite UNC dunks. If you can convince me to stop talking about the dunks, I give you the Psycho T glare and unwillingly shut the computer. If you allow me to continue, I will always end with the 1984 Jordan breakaway dunk and how the end of that game in many ways mirrors my life.
Jordan could have easily thrown the ball in the air, or held the ball until the buzzer in that Maryland game. But no, Jordan gracefully picked the ball out of the air, sprinted down court and delivered a majestic slam that is still talked about 14 years later. When the buzzer sounded against FSU on March 4th, I could have easily hung up my coat and called my UNC basketball career as a live fan “complete”. But just like every other student, I signed up for Final Four tickets in hopes of receiving them. And like many of those students, I realized the $1,500 flights to San Antonio were too much for me to afford. But during inauguration on Monday night, as I was preparing to hand over my key to the next CAA President, I realized I have one final month to be a “normal” student. I am now just a senior just waiting to graduate and I have one last chance to recreate that excitement that filled me during my first year.
On Tuesday, I purchased my tickets and told myself I was getting to San Antonio Hell or high water. Over the past three days, I have contacted 8 newspapers, 4 news stations, 3 airline carriers, 2 sports journals, 6 businesses, 2 sets of grandparents, 2 bus services, and even Amtrak. On Wednesday night, I had raised enough money to take the trip of a lifetime. Friday morning, at 3:30 AM I will be flying into Houston then driving to San Antonio. In this blog I will not only be documenting my incredible journey and the barriers I had to overcome to get to San Antonio, but I will also share the journeys of others. Each student has his or her unique way of reaching the Final Four.
Consider me your eyes and ears in the perspective of a Tar Heel student in San Antonio. A student who has one last chance to see Danny dance, Weezy drain a three, or Tyler do the “Jesus Lizard Celebration” after a buzzer shot. It is my pleasure to share the sights, sounds, and people with the rest of the Carolina community. My joy is spreading Carolina pride to others, and that’s just what I’m going to do here in San Antonio.